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Reluctantly,
Christoffer started for the dumpster and climbed into it without looking back. And
then, for a long time, nothing happened. He must’ve stayed in the container for
several minutes when he finally dared to lift the lid and stick his head out,
at which point, it had become dawn and the sky was painted in the shades of
twilight.
Neither Betül nor Farouk was
around when he climbed out, stinking worse than he could smell. But their
absence was not the only perplexing thing. All around him, scattered at random,
were what he could only call human body parts in all shapes and colours, as
well as different stages of decay. Even the soil beneath his feet was full of
bits of flesh here and there, sticking to his shoes like glue.
But before he could wrap his head
around what had happened during those hours he stayed hidden in the container, he
staggered back only for something to get caught underfoot, something that he
immediately recognised upon picking up. It was a stone, one that belonged to Farouk.
But what was it doing here?
He retraced his steps back to his
apartment, taking in the bloody carnage all around him but unable to make sense
of it. But the worst had yet to come, only he didn’t know then. When he finally
arrived at the third-floor landing, the door to his apartment gave way without
resistance and unlocked. Inside… nothing. Only traces of blood – a lot of it –
on the striped wallpapers, on the floorboards that had become swollen. Neither
his mum nor Reila was around, though. In their stead, something else was.
In the kitchen was a large pot bubbling
away. As he crept closer, each step warier than the last, he lifted the shaking
lid and came face-to-face with a stew made of human body parts. One of the
severed fingers had a ring on it, one his mum had been gifted by his deceased
father and never took off. This realisation made him stagger back, and his
breath became shallow and laboured, and that was exactly when the living room
door slammed shut with a deafening bang across the kitchen.
He whipped around and sprinted
out the gaping front door, not looking back even once, not until he made it
safely out of his apartment and was back outside. When he looked up at the
third floor, however, a faceless shape waved at him from the kitchen window, and
he fled that instant, springing wherever his feet took him. Once he came back
to his senses, he was back at the site of the dumpster, or rather, back inside
it, counting the seconds, wishing upon the stars for a miracle that this was
only a nightmare and that he would soon wake up from it.
Once nighttime came, however, nothing
changed. Stuck in a bad dream with nowhere to go, he climbed out and picked up
more stones on the damp soul, and as if to keep himself from losing his senses
completely, began to play by himself like a madman.
He must’ve played for several
hours by the time he noticed the approaching footsteps and quickly hid back
inside the container. Through a small gap, he saw the homeless people
returning, each one of them chewing on a human body part. They settled at the dumpster
site and drank all night, oblivious to his presence, and when morning came,
they left.
This repeated for a few more
nights, with the homeless people returning to the container with human body
parts and then leaving only to return the next night. One morning, however,
instead of waiting in dread for dusk to come, Christoffer decided to follow the
homeless people who seemed to be unaware of him, no matter how much noise he
made.
They wound up a dark pathway
through an empty field or some kind of overgrown pasture no longer used and
kept walking for hours on end without respite. And when darkness fell once
more, the pathway came full circle, and they were back at the site of the dumpster,
only now Christoffer knew where the source of all those human body parts came
from.
During this nocturnal walk with
no aim or purpose, the homeless people picked up wooden sticks now and then,
and by the time night came, those sticks became human body parts. But the
homeless people weren’t even aware of this, for they were far gone and unsound
of mind to think straight and get back to their senses to realise they were
caught in a loop of some kind, reliving the same day over and over, and
somehow, he had ended up in that loop, too.
By the second week, he decided to
pick up some sticks himself to quench his growing hunger, and although the
sticks tasted weird and gamey, like rotten flesh, he did not mind since he knew
the sticks were anything but human. The taste even grew on him after the fourth
fortnight, and he ended up joining the homeless people, who did not mind him
following them around and mimicking them.
Then, one night, as they were
having a feast by the fire, something that had never happened happened. One of
the homeless people turned to him as they were about to get back on their feet
and follow the dark pathway till dusk. This was the first time they ever talked
or acknowledged him, as if mimicking them had somehow allowed him to become
visible again.
“You stay here, climb the
container.”
And so he did.
When morning came, he climbed out
only to find himself back in the normal world, no longer bound by the time
loop. But several years had passed since then, although he had stayed the same
age as when he disappeared. Everyone he knew had long since either passed away
or moved to another place – everyone save his good friends Betül and Farouk,
who had grown grey and as old as the hills.
They recognised him immediately,
although it took him a second to recognise them. None of them could explain
what had happened that night, only that he disappeared after climbing into that
dumpster. Betül had told the police what had happened, but the police refused
to believe her story, and so he was registered into the system as another
runaway. When they asked what exactly had happened during the time he was away,
he couldn’t tell the truth – or rather – the whole truth.
The two of them passed away not
long after this fated reunion, dying almost a week after one another. The
entire neighbourhood was in mourning during the funeral, and Christoffer had
attended it with those stones that Farouk always carried with him, the ones he
found in the nightmarish loop. But as he was paying his respects to his two
friends, he heard a familiar rustle in the clump of bushes near the Muslim cemetery,
and he decided to take a look at what it was.
There, hiding in the bushes, were
some wooden sticks arranged in a neat circle. Without realising it, he picked
some up and started chewing, slowly making his way back to the funeral attended
by the whole neighbourhood. When they saw him approach, they gasped
collectively and pointed fingers at him. When he looked down at the stick, it
had turned into a human leg dripping with fresh blood.
Then… a chilling scream.
A woman rushed from the clump of
bushes with a child in her arms, one of its legs missing. When she saw him,
with his teeth still dug into the tender flesh, she let out another bloodcurdling
scream, and before he knew it, the people around him tackled him to the ground and
kept him there until the police arrived. When the police asked for his name, he
gave them the one his parents gave him, but they wouldn’t believe him, saying
he couldn’t have stayed this young after all those years.
Now he was locked up in an asylum, counting the days. His psychiatrist said he had been cured of his illness and that he would be able to return to normalcy once the related paperwork had been sent off to court. In the meantime, to kill some time, he played stones by himself and occasionally chewed on his own arms to satisfy his hunger. Once he returned home, the first thing he would do was to climb into the dumpster. That way, only a child stupid enough to come near a place like that would go missing, and the police would write them off as simple runaway cases.