8
When morning came at last, albeit reluctantly, a subtle streak of grey sept through the frosty windowpanes. But it was so thin it barely illuminated the dark and shadowy corners, as if the sky itself were wary and hesitant to enter. I lingered at the window long after dawn, fingers pressed to the cold glass, tracing the frost with the tips of my fingers. It wasn’t until I withdrew that I noticed the twisting patterns on the glass, a map made of lines – all of which led to the same place.
The caretaker’s
hut.
I couldn’t shake
the image of what I saw. Thought I saw. But it wasn’t even these images that
gnawed at me, that bore me down and distorted all my senses. It was the
uncertainty of it all. Was it all real or just my imagination running wild? As
a former journalist, I knew the supernatural did not and could not exist. At
the same time, I couldn’t make sense of what was happening to me. And whatever
it was, it started the day that letter arrived. Was I being set up? But by
whom? The solicitor or… something else?
Eventually, I pulled
away from the window and forced myself out of the room. This time, the door
gave way under my touch and creaked open without issues. As though I had
imagined it trapping me inside hours earlier. How ironic. Maybe I did
hallucinate it, after all? But I knew I hadn’t. Couldn’t have. Because my
flight through the corridor yesterday was still present, neither erased nor
covered up by whatever haunted me. Almost as if it… wanted me to know. To not
forget. To not doubt its existence. But why go to such lengths if it wanted to
kill me? If it wanted to kill me.
Ring. Ring.
Down the corridor,
near the restroom door, a phone rang. I instinctively reached for my pocket. It
was my phone. My… phone? I briefly looked away as it continued ringing, trying
to recall the exact moment I had lost it. Then I did, and a shiver shot up my
spine, one I quickly shook off. But who would be calling me at this hour? Alena?
No, she wouldn’t. Not after what happened the last time. Then maybe—my
daughter?
Every step I took was
heavier than the former as I approached the phone, my heart pounding hard against
my ribcage and smothering me. A frown formed on my brow as soon as I picked it
up as gingerly as I could. The screen was cracked into pieces, but that wasn’t
what caused me to arch my brows and gulp hard. There was nothing on the
display. No name, no phone number to help me identify the caller. Just a black
screen and the option to answer or decline the incoming call. I hesitated for
good reasons. And when I did answer and the ringing let up at last, everything
hushed. Like the entire building held its breath in anticipation.
“Hello?”
No reply.
“Hello?” I tried
again. “Who’s this?”
Again. No response.
But this time I heard something else. It wasn’t breathing or anything of the
sort. No, this was something else, something I once knew but had forgotten. A
tune. My hand shot to my aching chest, the pain surging and roaring from within
without warning. What was this melody, this agonising pain? It was melancholic
in nature, in the way the low pitch rose and fell with a sombre cadence and
brought back flashes of memory from inside me, causing a deep pang of ache to
form in my chest and spreading. Where had I heard it before? I must have!
Then it dawned on
me, and my eyes flew open with the realisation, with the shock of it, and my
eyes flickered from place to place as the memories rushed back and overwhelmed
all my senses. I was five—no, younger. Maybe three. I sat on the lap of a young
woman, sleepy. But I didn’t want to sleep. Couldn’t sleep due to the bombings
and drones. The woman then hummed a tune, lulling me into the warm embrace of
sleep. A lullaby—
“…Khāle?”
The words slipped
my mouth before I could hinder them, before I could process what had already
taken form and space in my distraught mind. The tune stopped in response, and a
shallow, laboured breath replaced it.
“Khāle?”
I began, my breath hitching and mind going haywire. “Are you—where are you?
What happened to you? Khāle—”
The line died.
I stared at the black screen for several
minutes, my mind reeling, the unanswered questions taking over every inch of
me. It was her. It had to be! But
why wouldn’t she talk to me? Why wouldn’t she—
Knock.
I directed my unfocused
eyes towards the guestroom, or rather, the wall next to it – where a door was
missing. The one that led to that room I saw through the gap. The knocking itself,
however, came from within the wall, from the space where a door should’ve been.
I was certain. But it didn’t repeat itself. I drew closer nonetheless and
listened, tapping on the wooden surface to find a hollow spot. Then I heard it.
A faint knock back. As if someone trapped inside the walls replied to me. I
tapped again, hoping for a reply back when—
Ring. Ring.
I answered without
looking at the screen this time. Holding my shallow breath, hoping to hear my
aunt’s voice. To hear her say something, anything. To tell me she was alive and
well despite everything, no matter how foolish that hope was. But wasn’t that
what hope did anyway? Offering miserable people a thin, trembling promise of a
tomorrow that would never come.
“You… shouldn’t…
be… here.”
“Khāle?”
“Don’t—”
Wet, staggered gasps spilt through the line. Slowly. Certainly. Yet…
soft too at the same time, like she was trying not to cry as her breath caught
violently in her
throat. Like she was being… choked.
“Please! Don’t—hurt me! Don’t
[unintelligible]—help me!”
“Khāle!”
“Someone
please [unintelligible]!” Then the choking ceased, replaced by a wheezing sound for half a second before—.
“Sami?” But it didn’t come from the phone. It came from behind me. From inside that wall.
And I turned, painfully
slow, every hair on the back of my neck rising as goosebumps crawled all over
my skin, and a cold breath brushed the back of my head. Until it no
longer did. The breath vanished. And in its place, something else began to seep
through the walls, spreading fast and frantic, like a wildfire racing in the
dark. It surged through every space in the corridor, multiplying, filling every
crack, every hollow, as if it meant to swallow the entire place whole.
I staggered back, eyes
wide and heart pounding out of control, and before I even realised it, I was
running. Down the stairwell and up again, towards the far side of the building
where the entrance was. All the while, the walls writhed with the countless critters,
shifting and breathing as though the entire building had come alive.
Can’t even remember
how I made it out. The details eluded me for some reason, as if my brain willed
me to forget, to not recall a damn thing. Looking back now, I guess I was too
out of it to recall, to process what was going on. All I knew, all I wanted to
do at the time, was to get out of the building before I lost my mind
completely. To break free from the chains of events that made no sense
whatsoever. Had I known what I knew as I’m putting these words on paper, I
might not have reacted the way I did. But saying these kinds of things was only
possible in hindsight. What mattered was the moment. When it happened.
The ground was
completely frost-bitten as I stormed outside, the biting air the first thing to
hit me, like a well-deserved slap to regain my senses. Strangely, it worked.
Kind of. But it wasn’t the slap itself that did it. With it, the whistling wind
carried the scent of the frozen earth, grounding me to the moment, steadying my
galloping heart and frantic breathing. It was like entering an invisible portal
to the past, to my forgotten childhood, sniffing the air like an addict looking
for a quick kick; flashes of memories passing in a blur. Funny how certain
smells bring back those kinds of memories, the ones deeply hidden in our brains
to protect us, only to let themselves be known in the moment…
But I wasn’t ready
to face those memories. Not yet.
So, I drew a deep
breath and cleared my thoughts.
The burial ground
stretched out before me, quiet and endless as it was and would forever be. Yet,
every lump of stone seemed to watch me. Study me. But it wasn’t these peculiar
observations that arrested me as I drew closer to the cemetery. There, just a
few meters away, where before there had been a hollow, disturbed earth, now the
soil lay flat and smooth, pressed down. There was no mound, no indentation, no
hint that the ground had ever been touched. Even the grass around it glimmered
with frost, each blade coated in crystals that crunched under the weight of my
hesitant steps.
I stood there, frozen
in place, trying desperately to recall the memory of the caretaker bent low
over the dark pit with the perfect stillness of the witching hour. So, how was
this—I crouched. My fingers twitched as I prodded the surface for some clue, something
that could disprove what my eyes were seeing but could not make sense of. But
found none. The entire patch was undisturbed. The unmarked grave was… gone. No,
it had never been there. Couldn’t have.
Was my memory
betraying me? Or…
My eyes now settled
on the caretaker’s hut at the edge of the burial ground, and before I knew it, my
legs had begun moving of their own accord, the frozen grass crunching softly
with each step and echoing in the hush of morning. I wasn’t even sure why I was
going there. Perhaps I was still trying to reason with my mind, to convince
myself that I was overthinking, that I was nothing but sleep-deprived. That it
ought to be like that. That speaking to the caretaker would somehow convince
there had never been an open grave there. Maybe I just wanted to believe that was
the case. For a sound mind.
The brain is an
amazing machine, you see. It does everything it can to forget things that ripple
through your very marrow – at the cost of your sanity. And then, suddenly, your
heart aches, but you don’t know why. Only that it happens now and then, when a
sudden smell or image triggers something in your unconsciousness, making you
feel the pang without telling you why it happens. So cruel… so unforgiven. So—disturbed.
I knocked once and
waited, the sound thudding against the swollen wood. But no one answered the
door. I heaved a sigh and relaxed. Not that I didn’t want to confront the guy.
I just… didn’t know how. What was I even going to say? That I saw him last
night? No, that would be—huh?
Noises. From inside
the hut. Like something moving. But too slow. Too… distorted? Neither footsteps
nor scraping, but more like the constant rattle of something slithering through
the decayed floor, forcing itself forwards with a shuffling sound. Something was
in there. But it wasn’t the caretaker. It couldn’t be. Perhaps my imagination
was running wild again, playing tricks on me to taunt me, but whatever this
was, it was not human. That, if anything, I knew.
The door cracked
open.
I froze; heart
thudding so hard it drowned out everything else.
Then—
It ceased. That
strange sound.
I scrambled back, taken
aback and panicked, desperately trying to see what had caused the door to crack
open in the first place. As I did that, however, I saw the eye of the Khamsa in
the gap as it met mine through the darkness inside the hut, and then
it—blinked. Right then, something rose in the darkness, catching the morning
light and glittering: a thin, curved blade.
My heart kicked
into a full gallop, and instinct took over.
I spun on my heel
and bolted for the gravel path, refusing to look back even for a mere second. All
I could think about was running; getting as far from the property as my legs
would carry me. The gravel spat up under my shoes as I sprinted, each step
jarring through my legs and causing severe pain in my joints. My lungs burned
too, my chest tightening as though the entity’s presence clung to my back,
while shadows flickered at the edges of my vision, urging me faster. Only when
the path widened into the village road did the pressure ease. Only then could
I slow down, catch my breath, and look behind me.
There, at the
boundary where the burial ground met the village, the humanoid figure stood
watching me. Motionless, its blade lowered at its side, its single eye tracking
my every breath. It didn’t advance. It simply waited, as though biding its time…
as though hoping I’d be foolish enough to step back towards it, to let it tear
me apart. But I couldn’t let it. Not until I figured out why it existed, whether
it was a product of my mind or something else entirely.
Yet I couldn’t make
sense of what it wanted from me. Should it want me dead, it had plenty of
chances to do so last night. But it never did, just chased me down whenever… something
happened. Whenever I thought of her. My aunt.
I tore my gaze away
from it, refusing to meet its piercing eyes locked onto me. My mind reeled as several
thoughts crowded in and tripped over one another, all demanding to be heard, each
one trying to make sense of what I’d seen, to give shape to something that felt
beyond understanding.
Then… my thoughts
sharpened, breaking through the fog of fear, of the uncertainty, and a pattern
began to form, chaotic but undeniable. Was it guiding me? Forcing me to see
something? To find something? But what? I’d come to Neve Emek knowing
nothing. Only that my aunt had vanished here, that she had been the rightful
owner of the property. But now… now I knew something else. Something darker, something
sinister to the core. I’d heard her choking through the phone. Dying. That had
to be her! And then… her voice. My name, called from inside that room,
through the walls writhing with the crawling critters, as if the building
itself fought her, tried to stop her from reaching me…
But why this
creature? Why did it appear every time I thought of my aunt? It made no sense. None!
Unless… there was a link between the two. One I had yet to figure out. But those
harrowing thoughts did nothing to calm me or soothe my frantically beating
heart. Instead, every question, every single thought taking space in my mind, clawed
at me and demanded answers, each one worse than the last. And I didn’t know how
to stop the madness. But from beneath all that panic, one truth pushed its way
to the surface: if I could understand the creature – its purpose, its origin – I
might finally learn what happened to her, too.
To be continued...
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