The pouring rain drummed against the windshield, a macabre
rhythm falling into cadence with Irmak’s frantic heart as she gripped the
steering wheel tight. A frown deepened between her brows at that moment. The
wipers struggled to keep pace with the downpour, the view ahead dissolving into
a blur and adding to the stress of going there, to Karakaya, against her better
judgement. Yet these were not the thoughts occupying her mind at the time.
She could hardly make out the access road stretching before
her. Not to mention that every shadow along the route seemed to distort in the
corners of her eyes, merging with the heavy rain on purpose to slow her down and
confuse her. She did not know what awaited her in the abandoned village, but
she knew one thing for certain: she was no longer safe. Something was out there,
something not made of flesh and bone like her, and it was waiting for an
opportunity to strike.
Mehmet shifted in his seat beside her, the faint scent of
cologne failing to mask the damp chill creeping in through one of the open
windows. Though she never once looked his way, she could feel his stare, and it
began to gnaw at her, raising a cold sweat along her skin. Why did he have to
sit in the front with her? Especially after what had happened the other day.
She had made her boundaries clear, at least she thought she had, but Mehmet
seemed unwilling to accept them, as if persistence might change her mind. It
would not. Never.
In the back, Dilara and Bilal were a literal mess, with
their beers sloshing over the seats, foam spilling onto the floor mats, and their
laughter rising above the howling wind as if nothing beyond the car existed. It
was as though they had slipped into a world of their own and everything else
had dulled to irrelevance.
Irmak had expected as much, given Dilara’s reckless nature,
but something about it began to unsettle her still the same, stirring an odd
sense of unease she could neither explain nor shake – a creeping sensation that
something was about to happen. With that feeling rapidly spreading in the pit
of her stomach, she glanced at the rear-view mirror, trying to catch Dilara’s
eye, but the other would not notice no matter how hard and long she stared.
That was when she felt it, a hand creeping along her thigh.
She went rigid at once, breath caught in her throat, while Mehmet’s grip
tightened. For a split second she could not move, could not think, then she
shoved his hand away. It returned almost instantly, more insistent this time,
sliding higher despite her protests, and her hands instinctively clenched
around the wheel. She was scared witless and panicking, but she could not
afford to look at him, could not afford to lose focus.
The downpour had worsened, and the road ahead was barely
visible through the windshield now. Even the car lurched beneath her as she
fought to keep it steady, her attention torn between the blurred darkness ahead
and the hand that refused to leave her alone. The fact that this car belonged
to Bilal and she was not familiar with it only added to the dread, as well,
making it harder and harder to steer, while being consistently distracted.
For the next few minutes, this repeated itself. She shoved
his hand away, and it returned again and again, each time more insistent, more
intrusive, until her patience thinned. She turned her head and glared at him, albeit
only for a split second. That was when she caught it at the last moment,
a figure standing dead in the middle of the road. Instinct took over and she
jerked the wheel violently to the side; the tyres screeched against the wet
asphalt as the car skidded to a stop and the world turned on its axis.
The impact was brutal. The car slammed into a nearby tree,
and the airbags deployed with a loud hiss. For a few disorienting seconds,
chaos swallowed everything before giving way to an overwhelming, absolute
silence. When she came to, her ears rang and her head spun like a top, her neck
aching from what she could only assume was a whiplash injury. Aside from that,
she seemed to have sustained only minor injuries. Bilal and Dilara, however,
were not as fortunate. The force of the collision had thrown them from their
seats.
She scrambled to unbuckle herself, fingers trembling as the
seatbelt jammed for a second before finally giving way. Her lungs burned from
the sudden exertion, each breath painful and uneven as panic surged through
her. She twisted in her seat, straining to look behind her, only to find one of
the doors hanging open and Dilara nowhere in sight. Her heart dropped at once,
and a cold realisation settled over her before she could fully process it.
Without hesitation, she pushed herself out of the car and
into the darkness. The heavy rain lashed her face the moment she stepped
outside, cold and relentless, swallowing light and sound alike. The ground was
uneven beneath her feet, slick with water and debris, but she kept stumbling
forwards into the night.
“Dilara!” She tried again, louder this time. “Dilara!
Dilara!”
But her cries were drowned out by the moaning wind and the
downpour. Still, she did not give up. She called again and again until her
throat ached and her voice cracked, but no reply came from the darkness, as if
her friend had been taken by it.
But how was this possible? She had not been unconscious for
more than a few minutes at most, so how could Dilara have simply vanished in
such a short time? It made no sense! Right then, a sudden thought struck her,
and she glanced back at the narrow road where she thought she had seen someone.
There was nothing there now. Had she imagined it? Was it the darkness and the
rain playing tricks on her eyes, turning shadows into something that was never
there? Or maybe—
She whipped around with a gasp, her chest rising and
falling in frantic, uneven breaths as her eyes snapped open wider, straining
into the dark. A sudden din had broken the silence. It came from the car. Reluctantly,
she tore her gaze away from the route and turned back. Bilal was still in the
back seat, blood trickling down his temple. His breathing was shallow and his
pulse weak – barely there. At this rate, he would not make it through the
night.
But it was not Bilal she had heard. Mehmet was awake too
and had taken over the driver’s seat, fumbling with the ignition. The motor
coughed weakly each time he tried, however, refusing to turn over. He cursed
under his breath, tried again, then again, each attempt more violent, more
frantic than the last.
“Come on! Come on!” he muttered, slamming his hand against
the steering wheel. The car jolted slightly under the impact, making Irmak
flinch back instinctively. His breathing grew harsher and frustration soon
turned into panic as he twisted the key. But nothing happened this time,
either.
“Fuck!” he snapped, striking the wheel harder this time. “Start,
damn it!”
It was only then, as he twisted to take a look at Bilal,
that he noticed her, and something in his expression shifted and the kind guy
she thought she knew turned into someone she could hardly recognise. It was as
though he was an entirely new person, worlds apart from the one she had seen up
until this point.
“Hey, you okay?”
She staggered reflexively as he turned around completely to
see her better. Something about his smile stirred something inside her, a
growing sense that she was not safe near him. She had to do something, say
something, but no words escaped from her dry lips. Only when he turned around
completely, ready to get out of the car and draw closer to her, did she manage
to break free from the spell.
“I-I need to go find Dilara!”
She sprinted into the darkness without waiting for him to
get out of the car or respond. That, however, was a mistake. He gave a chase. Not
to find Dilara with her but for another sinister reason she dared not speak. All
she knew was that she had to get away from him, as far as was physically
possible, even if it meant she got lost.
With these thoughts fresh in her mind, she passed through
what she assumed was a woods connected to the access road, but it was not a
complete desolate place. She could see the outline of a faded trail as her eyes
grew accustomed to the darkness, which meant it led somewhere – either out of
the woods or somewhere deeper. She did not mind, either. Only, she did not
expect that it would lead her there.
When the trail ended abruptly and the sound of footfall had
somehow let up, she too came to a stop and looked ahead. Her brows knitted
closer at once, before once again looking behind her with an alarmed look. How
did she end up in Karakaya when it was supposed to be on the opposite side? Had
she been mistaking, forgot her way around this place after having left it all
those years ago? But those ruminations had to wait. The footsteps returned just
as abruptly as they had disappeared, only for her to come face-to-face with
Mehmet.
“Irmak—”
She stepped back before he could come any closer. His
expression changed again. He was no longer trying to hide his true self behind
a mask of deceit, and his expression gradually turned darker.
“Why are you running away from me? I thought you liked me.”
“I liked the guy I first met. Not the person speaking to me
right now.”
“I’m the same person, Irmak. I’ve always been.” He stepped
closer. “You don’t have to be afraid. I like you, too. That’s why I came here,
to be with you.”
She shook her head. “I don’t like you anymore. Stay away
from me!”
He ignored her, kept inching closer one step at a time. “That’s
not what Dilara said, you know that?”
“What?”
“There’s no one here, Irmak, besides the two of us. You don’t
have to pretend anymore.”
“P-Pretend?”
“Come on! You don’t think I know you were acting all
prudently? I know you want me too, so why not just give into it?”
She staggered back, trying to keep her voice steady despite
panic rising in her chest unchecked. She had get away. But the only exit was at
that place, the village that had haunted her for so long. Once she stepped foot
there, only god knew what would happen. At the same time, staying here was not
an option. She could see by the way Mehmet looked at her that he meant every
single word. If she did not move quick enough, she might—
They both looked upwards; a flock of crows stirred the trees
above, cawing in a foreboding tune, before hovering and swarming overhead. It
was the opportunity she needed, so she seized it, and entered the village
before the other had time to catch up. She did not fully understand why the
crows had suddenly come to her aid, all she knew was that she was fortunate
enough to still be in one piece. But the relief was short-lived. She picked up
the pace.
“Irmak! Wait! Let’s talk! Irmak!” Then, only seconds later,
the soft tone nothing but a grotesque sneer. “Fucking bitch! You think you can just
run away from me!? You think you can just—”
But Irmak was no longer listening, too focused on her steps
and the path ahead shrouded in pitch darkness. Yet, somehow, her feet knew
exactly where to go, which routes to take, as she navigated to the entrance of
the village, and later to the very heart of it, until she came to a sudden stop
in front of the mosque.
Her brain screamed at her to keep moving, to run, but her
limbs would not listen, rooting her in place. Only when she once again became
aware of the approaching footsteps did she break free from whatever has taken
hold of her, and she sprinted past the derelict holy building, until she stood at
the courtyard of her childhood home. All sort of memories flooded back to her
at the time, memories she had long since suppressed and forgotten about. It was
like opening Pandora’s Box. She did not know what kind of memories lay there,
in the darkest chambers of her heart and soul, but she could not afford to look
away or turn away now. The only safe place, despite the fragments of memories
pressing on from all sides, was this place – and so she entered.
Everything felt different, much more different than she recalled.
There was not much left behind from their time here, no photographs left
behind, no mattress, furniture, or rugs. Just an empty and hollow space. She
passed the living room and traced her steps to her bedroom, from where she had
one looked outside in the witching hour and seen the witch. Even the dirty
window was smaller than she recalled. For a brief moment, she stood in front of
it and watched the world outside. There was no one there, no one that she could
see nearby at the very least. Had Mehmet given up chasing after her and left?
As she was about to exit the house, however, an abrupt din
broke her off. She turned around and then looked down at her feet, where a framed
photograph lay, shattered into pieces. It had not been there earlier, she was
certain. She picked it up and turned it around. It was a family portrait.
She frowned, her brows deepening at once. Something was
off. Her father’s face was scratched off completely. But that was not as
confusing as what her eyes now settled on. Another… person? All her life, she
wished for a sibling, so who was this young woman standing next to her?
Moreover, why was her face scratched off, as well? She turned the frame around
again, taking note of the date. 2008. Only a year from the calamity that fell
upon Karakaya. But why was her memories eluding her? Who was this child and why
couldn’t she remember a thing about her? Also—she whipped around with a gasp,
her chest rising and falling rapidly.
Another noise. The sound of a marble rolling, slow and
steady.
She followed the sound past the living room, past the small
kitchenette where she had fond memories of baking with her mum, across the
hallway, towards a door at the end of it she could not recall for the life of
her, and her confusion only grew. Who lived here? Why couldn’t she—the door
cracked open. She staggered back at first, her frantic heart thumping loudly in
her chest, before starting for the mysterious door, one step at a time. Every
step felt heavier than the last, each breath more laboured than the former, and
something inside her twisted and turned, causing a pang of ache to rise within.
The room was different than from the rest of the decaying
house, the only space which had not been emptied completely, like some sort of
time capsule forever trapped in a time long since gone. Someone lived here
once, with her family, someone not even worth remembering. Yet still,
she racked her brain, trying to recall despite something telling her not to. How
could a person just lose her memories like this, only remembering some parts of
the past, while not the rest? Someone had tampered with her mind, made her
forget! Was it that witch she helped? But… what for? What significance did a
mere child have?
“Here you are…”
She snapped. But before she could even take flight, Mehmet lunged
and tackled her to the only bed in the room, ripping her chest bare and forcing
himself on her. She had never felt this humiliated and vulnerable before, not
even once. Not to mention she had yet to get over the chock of her missing
memories. But that did not mean she did not fight back. She threw at him
whatever her hands clutched around, scratching his face, kicking and thrashing
with all her might. But no matter how much she fought, no matter how hard she
tried to resist, she could not overpower him.
What had got into him? Could she really have mistaken him
for a decent guy? The Mehmet she knew, that she loved, was not someone who
would deride and humiliate another person – not like this. Now that she thought
it over, it all started back then, when they went to celebrate Dilara’s birthday
at the bar. She had felt something heavy inside her, something burning and
strange, then she felt something watch her in the shadows. It all happened so
quickly that she could not help but dismiss it as her mind playing tricks on
her, but then Mehmet started acting out of character. Could there be a
connection or was she simply trying to come up with excuses for the other’s behaviour?
That was when another noise broke through, one that took
both of them off guard, coming from the abandoned mosque.
“Allāhu akbar, Allāhu akbar. Ashhadu an lā ilāha illā
Allāh…”
Yet it was not the call to player that should not exist
that paralysed her. In Mehmet’s eyes, in the reflection, she saw another person
instead of herself. A young woman. Her face seemed foreign at first but then
another fragment of memory pressed on and took over her mind. She knew this
child! It was—
Mehmet’s expression stiffened, and his eyes widened as he
collapsed onto her. Behind him, Dilara shook – blood sprayed all over her. Irmak
slid away from under him and noticed to her horror that Dilara had punctured
right through his skull with an axe. They both looked at one another for a
moment, their chest rising and falling in sync before Dilara, with shaking
hands, covered her bare chest as much as was possible due to how ripped it was,
buttoning her shirt up.
“Y-You okay?”
“I’m… fine. Where were you? I tried calling you, but you never replied! I
thought—” you died.
“I’m not sure myself. One second I was on the ground, and then… I wasn’t.”
She looked straight in Irmak eyes, the confusion in them as clear as day. “How
is that possible, Irmak? How can a person just… just… disappear like that?”
“What happened to you? Dilara, look at me.”
“I saw someone. A woman. She kept saying your name, telling me to wake up
and save you! Irmak. Why did she do that?”
“A… woman?”
“Uh-uh. She said you shouldn’t be here or something… something like that,”
she said. “What does that mean?”
“A woman…” she repeated, briefly looking away as a realisation hit her. “The
witch? But how is that possible?”
“W-Witch? What are you talking about? What witch?”
“Remember the witch I talked to you about?”
“You think that’s her I saw?”
“I think so. But I don’t get it. They found her body in the well and
buried her, so why is she still here, not at peace?”
They both went silent, deep in their own dire thoughts, when suddenly
Irmak recalled seeing a young woman in the reflection of Mehmet’s eyes.
“What if… it wasn’t her they found?”
“What?”
“What if that corpse they found did not belong to the witch?”
“You think it belonged to another person?”
Irmak cast another glance at the unconscious Mehmet before speaking up.
“Listen, I saw someone. A young woman. From what I understand, she used to
live her, in this room… with my family. But I don’t remember her! She must have
gone missing before the tragedy happened. Someone erased my memories of her. I
think it was that witch’s doing.”
Dilara’s eyes sparkled as she realised what Irmak was getting to.
“You think someone else, not the witch, poisoned the villagers? To get
away with murder and put all the blame on the witch? But what kind of deranged
person would do such a horrendous thing? Killing a mere, helpless chid…”
Irmak looked away, the words
escaping her before she could understand or hinder them, spilling like a tide
crashing in all directions within her.
“Dad.”
“Dad?” Dilara repeated before adding as a thought dawned on her. “Now that
I think about it, this is the first time you ever mentioned your dad. Not even
when you told me about that day, when the soldiers came, did you ever mention
him. Why’s that?”
“Because—” Irmak looked up, her glassy eyes giving away her bewilderment. “—he
was never there. That morning, when the soldiers came, he was not at home. We
even thought he had died somewhere all alone. But then he returned home just
hours later, or rather, when the soldiers left.”
Dilara gulped hard. “Not at home? That meant he had spent the whole night
somewhere else, right? But you said you helped the witch that night. Shouldn’t
you have seen him?”
“I should have. Unless…”
“Irmak?”
“Unless he went out much earlier, sometime after supper or the call to
prayer. But he wouldn’t—my dad’s not that kind of person.”
“Was he acting strange the days before all of this happened? Irmak”
“No. I would’ve noticed if that were the—” Her eyes widened as a sudden
realisation hit her, her statement turning into a question. “—case?”
The child in the photograph. The reflection in Mehmet’s eyes, his strange
behaviour coming out of nowhere, yet coincidentally when she thought she saw
something strange at the corner of her eyes at the bar… like something
following her. She had to conform it.
Without an explanation, she brushed past Dilara and existed her childhood
home, heading straight for the mosque. She did not know what for or what she
hoped to find once she entered. All she could think of was that the call to
prayer caused Mehmet to come to his senses, and something inside her told her
this was not the first time it had come to her aid. In the deepest chambers of
her heart, she recognised it. But from where? From which memory she no longer
recalled? And what about that child? Who was she? Why couldn’t she remember
her? Not even slightly?
As she pushed the gate open and entered, the smell of old wood greeted
her. She had vague memories of this place. Her father was not a religious man
and the times he took her with her to the mosque could be counted with one
hand. How his mother, a devout woman, even put up with him was a mystery to
her.
They were the complete opposite. Growing up, she thought that was just how
things were, that her parents’ frequent fights were a normal thing couples did.
But when her parents separated, she realised that only then did her mother
truly find peace. She devoted all her waking hours to prayers and god, living a
simple yet humble life until she passed away sometime during winter the
preceding year.
She started living with her dad then, before leaving home to study, that
is. He was not only cold towards her but also acted as if she was not even his
child anymore, and he wore this… expression. It was hard to explain with just
plain words, but she always felt like he saw someone else whenever he looked at
her, someone that scared him witless. The funny thing about it all? During
those years they were in no contact, he had become overly religious, to the
point of surpassing her mother. He had even joined a cult, or in other words, a
tarikat as the Turkish say. She could hardly recognise him. It almost
felt as thought he was trying to absolve himself from a sin by going to the
extreme, trying to make up for it by becoming the kind of person he once detested
like the plague.
She stepped back without meaning to, her eyes widening at the damning
spectacle unfolding before her. There, standing on the minbar, was a young
woman. She looked about fifteen years old and not a day older. Her hair was
covered loosely, her body turned towards the prayer hall, towards Irmak, while
her feet was twisted completely to the side, like her body and limbs were wrongly
pieced together, blood running between her bare legs. Irmak was about to follow
where her toes pointed, when the young woman suddenly raised an arm and slowly
moved it in circles. No, not circles! She was writing something using the
Arabic alphabet, but the words were unmistakably Turkish. Irmak spoke the
message aloud.
“Git… buradan…”
Get away from here.
She racked her brain, trying to recall. She knew this child, she was
certain. But from where? From which memory!? She had to remember! She had to—
“Irmak!”
She turned around. It was Dilara. But the relief did not last. This place
was as dangerous as the rest of Karakaya, if not more. Dilara should not be
here.
“Return to the car. The sooner the—”
“What about Mehmet? I killed him.”
“I’ll—” she gulped hard, her frantic eyes shifting between the spectre and
her antsy friend. “—figure something out. Now, hurry and leave! Dilara, please!”
But the other wouldn’t, instead she followed her anxious gaze to the
minbar, the lines between her brows deepening as she suddenly lifted her arm
and pointed at the young woman. “It’s her!”—Irmak cut in front of Dilara as the
blonde girl was about to start for the minbar, seizing her arm tight and
holding her back—”It’s that woman that saved me!”
“Don’t! It’s not…” safe. But she couldn’t finish her sentence,
something stopped her. It was that ghost.
Dilara’s eyes narrowed. “What’s the matter? Don’t you want to know what
happened that night? That girl can tell us!”
“It’s not that,” she whispered, her mind reeling and spinning. “She just…
just told me to leave. We shouldn’t be here. We got to—”
The door slammed shut with a deafening bang, the world around them twisting
and rocking in place, as the ghost suddenly burst into a shrill shriek. They
both fell to their knees, clutching and covering their bleeding ears, as the
whole place started to collapse and fall apart. They locked eyes then, both
acutely alarmed and in panic, yet neither of them knew what to do or what was
happening.
That was when the young woman started moving, descending the minbar, her
mouth an open rictus, caught between screaming and crying, crimson blood
spilling all over the place from between her legs and sockets. Her movements
were jagged, too, like her joints were misplaced and malfunctioning, and her
head cocked violently to the side, barely hanging from her neck – coming towards
them. Before they could rise and take flight, however, the young woman charged
with unprecedented speed, separating them, causing Dilara to fling across the
collapsing mosque and hit her head against the wall, knocking her out.
Irmak stumbled back up seeing this happen, about to run towards her
passed-out friend, when the girl suddenly lunged at her and held her in a
chokehold, squeezing the air out of her with a force no living thing should ever
possess, her feet slowly yet steadily leaving the ground. She fought still to
push the spectre away, to survive whatever nightmare this was, when a
once-missing memory let itself known to her. She saw a younger version of
herself, barely seven years old, holding the hand of a young woman, smiling
wide and picking flowers in a sun-kissed open field, and then—
A groan escaped her. Not from the chokehold but from a jarring pain taking
hold of her from the inside, spreading violently as the missing memories
pressed on and played on a loop in her distraught mind. Right then, a second
flashback popped up. She saw a younger version of herself moving to that
mysterious room, strange noises rising and falling, of a woman begging for
mercy and crying, only for her cries to suddenly die out before returning more
violently. Then she cracked the door open, just enough—
“Teyze?”
Hearing this word escape from her lips, the spectre’s expression softened
briefly, before once again turning cold and dark, her ghostly fingers
tightening around Irmak’s throat, determined to suffocate her. But Irmak did
not fight back this time. She remembered now. Everything.
Her maternal aunt had come to stay with them after being kicked out by her
grandparents for having a boyfriend, one she had spent the whole night with, only
to be accused of being promiscuous and a bad influence for the other young
women in their village. Irmak had been only seven years old back then.
Her aunt went missing months earlier the poisoning incident took place. Rumours
circulated afterwards that she had visited a clinic with her mother and was
with a child, that the identity of the father was unknown. Strangely, it was
also during this period that her aunt, Safiye, and Irmak’s mother grew distant.
She did not know these details back then, of course, not until she became an
adult herself and overheard their relatives talk about her so called promiscuity.
But what was so wrong about a teenager falling in love and having a
boyfriend of the same age? In a way, her aunt had suffered the same fate as the
witch. Perhaps this was the reason the witch had lured her to the mountain path
that night, to avenge another young woman who had perished untimely and whose reputation
had been stained for nothing.
Now all those rumours she had heard growing up but forgotten made sense.
Yet she couldn’t understand it. How could her father be so cruel? So savage and
heartless!? He had not only raped a young, helpless woman seeking refuge at his
home, but also forced his wife to turn against her own blood, manipulating her
into thinking her sister was the one who had forced herself upon him, causing
this vengeful spirit to come into existence!
As the reality of what really happened back then took more space in her
mind, she turned her gaze to the spot where the spectre’s feet had pointed
towards moments earlier, a lantern flickering on and off, swaying subtly to the
absent wind as if to make her realise something. In that moment, the world stopped
spinning and the mosque once again became still and abandoned, taking with it
the spectre of her missing aunt.
She collapsed, gasping for air. Though she should be relieved the
nightmare was over, somehow, something still bothered her and her mind was an
utter mess – as were her heart and soul. Yet never once did she take her gaze away
from the lantern, where the flickering flames changed shape and took the form
of two women watching her, their grotesque faces turning into smiles, as if
unbothered by the stain that had smeared their names and made the whole village
persecute them. And, surely, had the poor witch and her aunt not intervened and
brought Dilara here at the right time, she too would face the same cruel fate
and forever be labelled as a promiscuous woman under the guise of preserving
honour.
But she couldn’t help but feel there was more to this than what met the
eye. Another spirit had possessed Mehmet back then, she could not have been
mistaken. What spirit was that? And why did her aunt try to kill her only to
give up halfway through? Not to mention the memories that the witch had erased
on purpose. But before she could direct these question to the witch of the
mountain, the two silhouettes started to perish. She rose to her feet in a
panicked state at once, ready to run towards the flickering lantern, when a
noise stopped her.
Dilara had stirred.
“I-Irmak?”
Thought reluctant, the questions in her mind too overwhelming to simply
ignore, she went back to her friend’s side and helped her back up.
“Are you okay? Does your head hurt a lot?”
She let out a bitter smile. “It’s too obvious, huh?”
“Yeah, it is. Come, I’ll bring us home.”
She wrapped Dilara’s arms around her shoulders and they limped towards the
gate. As they were about to exit, Irmak cast a glance at the minbar and then
the strange lantern. Something was off. She was missing something, something
crucial yet eluding. What was it?
“What about Mehmet? What do we say to Bilal?”
“He’s dead. Don’t look at me like that, I’ll think of something. Besides—”
Irmak forced a smile. “—you didn’t do anything wrong. You saved me.”
Dilara returned her smile. “You think an attorney would see it that way? I
killed a person, Irmak. There’s no turning back from that.”
“Who knows—” Irmak directed her eyes to the mountain peak, where another
flicker of light arrested her. “—other than us two that we came here, anyway?”
“What do you mean?”
Irmak tore her gaze away from the mountain. “Listen, you said Bilal dug up
old graves, right? Then there has to be a shovel in the trunk.”
Dilara couldn’t speak, at loss for words for a few seconds before the
words blurted out. “What?”
“There’s no CCTV out here except the one that caught us at the
intersection four miles back,” Irmak interrupted. “If the police ask, we tell
them we drove here for fun but stayed in the car while those two went inside
the village. Say that we waited but that they never came back, so we panicked
and left.” Her tone remained calm as she continued. “Karakaya already has a
reputation. People disappear here all the time. They’ll believe us.”
“What if they bring in cadaver dogs and realise we were lying?”
Irmak glanced at the mountain peak one final time.
“Don’t worry,” she said. “Even if they do, they won’t find them.”
“How can you be so sure? Maybe it’s better to come clean? Explain that we
only tried to defend ourselves? No matter how hard I think this through—”
“No.”
Dilara flinched at how abrupt and sharp the word escaped her, and for a
moment, neither of them spoke. Irmak’s gaze remained fixed on the mountain
peak, her expression unreadable in the dark, though her tone had softened
subtly.
“We can’t tell the police the truth, they’ll just twist it into something
else and pin it on us, say we whored ourselves out and should have seen it
coming.”
Dilara wrapped her arms around herself, visibly shaken and in distress. “But
hiding the bodies? That’s insane, Irmak!”
“There’s no other option.”
A cold wind swept through the trees as she said this and somewhere higher
up the mountain, a faint light flickered again between the rain and the
absolute darkness, pale and brief like a lantern moving through the woods.
Dilara noticed Irmak staring at it, and in that moment, she saw something
cross Irmak’s eyes, turning them pitch black for hardly a second. It happened
so quickly, however, that she wasn’t entirely sure she had seen right.
“You keep looking there,” she said in a hushed tone, swallowing. “Why? Do you…”
She wetted her dry lips, the words sticking to her throat. “…see something?
Irmak did not answer right away; instead, she tilted her head slightly, as
though she could hear things the other could not, before finally tearing her
glassy eyes away and meeting Dilara’s confused ones. There was no blackness in
them, albeit Dilara could sense that something wasn’t right. It was as though
she was staring into the eyes of another being, someone other than her friend,
but she could not explain those conflicting emotions rising within her.
“We should move before sunrise,” Irmak said, her voice devoid of emotions
this time, like a shell without a soul, a fleeting smile playing on her lips,
one that curdled Dilara’s blood. This wasn’t Irmak. Her gaze drifted
instinctively towards the mountain just as the thought settled in her mind, and
somewhere within the abandoned village, a shrill scream tore through the
darkness. Dilara jolted. Before she could move toward the sound, however, Irmak’s
hand clamped around her wrist.
“We don’t have much time.”
Dilara froze. Her quivering eyes meeting that of Irmak’s, now black as
tart and crying crimson, a wicked grin tugging at her lip. Dilara knew at that
moment that her friend was gone – that she had been absent from the moment the mosque
stopped collapsing and the world returned to normal.
“Who…” Her voice trembled. “Who are you?” Where’s Irmak?
The black eyes vanished, the subtle grin, too.
“It’s me. What’s the matter with you?”
Dilara shook her head. “No…”
Irmak released her grip and for a brief second, all was well and whatever
had possessed the other had disappeared. But she could tell nonetheless, that
wasn’t the case. This wasn’t her friend. Not anymore. But someone pretending to
be her. Was it that witch Irmak talked about, the one they saw in the mosque?
Or was this someone else entirely?
“Stop acting all weird, dude!” Irmak drew closer. Dilara stepped back instinctively.
“We don’t have time for this! It’s me! Irmak.”
Her breath caught.
She spun around, at least tried to, but before she could fully turn, icy
fingers settled onto her shoulder from behind and pain exploded through her
skull. At once, her memories twisted out of shape and faces and places all blurred
together in a jumbled mess. Something was pulling at her thoughts, rearranging
them, forcing them into places they did not belong, and with every laboured
breath, the agony worsened until it finally drove her to the ground.
She convulsed violently, clutching at her head so hard her nails tore into
her skin, thin trails of blood slipping between her fingers as a strangled cry
escaped her throat. Then, suddenly, it all stopped. Just like that. When she opened
her eyes again, her breathing shallow and chest falling and rising rapidly, she
saw a hand stretched out towards her through the rain.
“Come,” Irmak said softly. “Help me check the trunk.”
Dilara stared at the hand for a long moment, her mind absent of thoughts, of
memories, like a machine or puppet controlled by invisible strings.
Then, slowly, she took it, and the grin on Irmak’s face widened.
“Good girl.”
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